(Source: ohdamnitskenny)

hi-aj:

because I’m afraid to tell you how I feel . I don’t know how you’ll take it and I don’t want drama to start . I guess I’m just afraid of what you’ll think , and holding it inside seems so much better than telling the truth . But it isn’t , it’s hard and it hurts . I want to tell you what’s going on in my mind but I just can’t …